I finally broke, and was able to cry! This song by Casting Crowns basically sums up my feelings. I am stepping out of the boat, and felt the waves taunting me.I want to stand before a giant, but the giant says "you'll never win". But the voice of truth tells me a different story, the voice of truth says do not be afraid, the voice of truth says this is for my glory, I will choose to listen to the voice of truth! Yesterday all I could hear were all the other voices, but right now I can finally hear the still small voice of the Holy Spirit that assures me that it will be alright.