I just started to write again on my first blog Driving Jessica's Taxi. It was my original idea to start to write down what I've learned from my autistic daughter Jessica. I hardly ever post on this blog, but I'm going to try to post at least once or twice a week for awhile. I'm hoping to someday compile enough information for a book. If your interested in reading more about Sarah's big sister, and my first born child then I would be very happy to have you stop by! I hope it will be inspiring. Jessica has changed me more then any other person. Her name means God's gift. I had no mercy or compassion until Jessica. She has turned my cold heart to flesh, and now I weep freely for the pain and brokenness in this world. I also smell the flowers, and love to hear the simple sound of her laughter. All my children are a gift, but I am not sure I would have ever taken the risk to adopt if Jessica hadn't first paved the road she paved. She made me realize I'm so much stronger then I knew.