This blog covers our wait, travel, and adjustment to our 4 year old adopted Chinese daughter Sarah Shui Qing from Nanjing. There are over 1000 posts. I have moved my blog to Catching Butterflies 2. I hope you will enjoy reading this blog. It has alot of information on Special needs adoption. Follow us to our new address Catching Butterflies 2! Thank you for reading!

Friday, January 12, 2007

Yesterday I was pretty sad (understatement). The new SC rule hit me pretty hard! A few posts ago I wrote that I felt like a snow ball rolling down a long hill gathering momentum. Well, the snow ball hit the Great Wall of China...and the wall won! Juergen has big shoulders...and I ended up crying. I figure it is OK to cry when you have missed yet another month of your child's life. I will not be there for her 4TH birthday, and I have missed her whole 3RD year! But don't worry; I am not planning on parking the car here! We will send Sarah a new care package. We will send her new photos of her room, and the family. It is all I can do! Today I will stand up again and keep moving forwards. We are going to finish our trip to China. Sarah is waiting for us.