Real life isn’t nearly as romantic as you had hoped. I got up to use the toilet this morning. Sarah saw me and began to scream. I have to tell you, it made me cry. We have had her for 5 week. Maybe I cried because it is mother’s day. I know she will warm up to me as the day continues. Then Philip asks Juergen who would be taking them to church this morning. He said Mommy. Philip says in a disappointed voice, OH!!! Thank you Philip. What do I expect? I’m the one who makes him do his home work, and clean his room. I need my coffee; I’ve had enough sugar for the morning!